ITS THE ONLY THING I KNOW, OKAY.
But for srs, you seem like a reasonably well-adjusted individual. We can't all be men sweating testosterone, such as AT and myself.
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That's true.
c'mon!
If you're like you've said in that reply with saving a friends life etc. that you would give your life, it means your friends mean a lot to you and as long as you have them you won't be commiting suicide, amirite? :3
Sure, life's imperfect (but still it's got it's special moments when you can say "Ha! I'm glad that I've seen THIS! Fuck you all, you faggots!" XD)
Also: It DOES matter if you die IRL... death is part of life, but it's still not very nice to lose someone you know, no matter if you've ever seen them in IRL!
Also2: DO NOT TRY TO BECOME A HERO! Sure, all those stories with those heroes being celebrated by all in them almost lure oneself to aim at becoming a hero, but believe me, being a hero these days means absolutely nothing unless you've saved a whole country! Yeah, for the first, let's say 3 years (that's too long already, but whatever) everyone that had to do with your heroic actions will remember your name, how you looked like and what you've exactly done. Maybe some people who've heard it from the news, too. BUT(!) after that period, every fucking one will start forgetting you, resulting in your absolute death since you've been lost physically (your body) AND mentally (memories of you)...
So please don't try being a hero and die, ok?
btw: only Albino says that, why are you that concerned about it then?
Thing is, I'd die for the hell of it. I'll push my friend out of danger, and even if I could get out of there, I wouldn't.
True. I'm sure you would all want to see a rotting cow's head. Flies, blood, and all.
I'm not going to make a post about 'HEY GUYS I'M DEAD'. If I leave for an extended period of time, you guys would just be waiting for me to tell you I'm back. If I died, you wouldn't be any the wiser unless somehow, my parents find out about my NG Account. And even then, they're not going to make a post about that.
I'll be a hero if I want to be. I don't care whether or not I get monetarily commisioned or immortalized. In fact, I DON'T want people to remember me! Why should anybody remember me? I'm no one special. Oh, I'm in the 99th Percentile Nationwide against all 8th graders. So are a shit-ton of other stupid fucks. People say 'Oh, you draw really well!' and that pisses me off, since I really don't think I do quite yet, and it feels like they're rubbing that in my face. Hell, Sanchez, you have better art skills than me. And like anyone cares. It's really damn obvious my parents love my brother more than me since he can do OVER 9000 FUCKING THINGS AND HES AMAZING AT FUCKING EVERYTHING AND I'M LAZY AND USELESS. Honestly. I am a huge black sheep.
It's because I'm an insecure fucktard with no life or self-esteem.
Someone told me my brain cells die a little more everyday I don't sleep.
Maybe I...Oh hold on, lapsing into insanity again.
Once again, how's Gensokyo?
^
BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS RIGHT SANCHEZ, I AM ALWAYS RIGHT.
SHE TOTALLY HAS SELF-ESTEEM ISSUES.
Yep. I do.
I think... I think I'm bordering on being mentally retarded.
I think I'm bordering on being truly depressed.
I THINK I'M BORDERING ON PERMANENT INSANITY.
DAMNIT I WAS ALREADY BORDERING ON NORMAL INSANITY.
Also, Gensokyo's great, I'm still wondering where everyones clothes are though.
Nice to know you're admitting that your self-esteem is that of an emo. So are you gonna live with it or actually try to do something about it?
AWWYEAH
Ooh. Kinky.
I'm not emo, but yes, self-esteem levels are equivalent to such.
As to whether or not I should do something about it...
I'll wait until I start getting über depressed.
^
Find satisfaction = Albino.
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Hahaha, sooo funny.
http://reactionface.com/index.php ?q=/post/view/1555&search=not_amu sed
In the land of magicalness.
What.
I have that problem too that when i look at my stuff i see flaws and i think that the vid i made sucks. Even looking into the mirror i find myself ugly.
Damn my pessimism.
Oh wait, it's called being realistic.
Problem, Loli?
Also, drink the blood of your brother. YOU WILL GAIN HIS TALENTS.
http://reactionface.com/index.php ?q=/post/view/1456&search=not_amu sed
Of course.
^ You're also supposed to eat his brain. ^
BRILLIANT.
If you wait until your super depressed, you'll have no motivation to ACTUALLY DO IT. So do something about it now before it grows into something non-managable.
Wow. My first serious comment on anything in a while.
True. But I'll still wait for the suicidal urges.
That's the point.
FUCK YOU RABID
DON'T YOU TAKE THE POSITIVE CREDIT FOR MY IDEA
I don't even know.
Also, I've been through the super depressed emo shit already, FUCK THAT. I'm almost already back to being depressed, so I know what your going through. Don't wallow in it, help yourself get out of it quicker.
My parents yelling at me for shit I didn't do or anything that is somehow wrong doesn't help me want to get out of being depressed.
ALSO, STOP USING THE SAME REACTION FACE
YOU COULD JUST FUCKING TYPE NO, GOD DAMN
ALSO SUCCUMB TO THE FACT THAT MY WORDS MAKE YOU ORGASM.
Well, I'm not fucking amused. That's the thing.
'No' is not sufficient enough to show how I look like right now.
No, they don't. And right now, you're acting exactly like my faggot friends when I told them I'm pissed and depressed: Like an insensitive douche who thinks that making me laugh is going to make my troubles go away. I'm sorry, but that's exactly how my friends are. If something goes wrong, they all laugh about it like a bunch of retarded toddlers. If I get pissed, they laugh. I yell. They get scared. Then I call them all fags and that they should GET THE FUCK AWAY.
Laughter is not a medicine for depression. Laughter is not going to make me actually think I'm worth half a shit.
Well, that was probably the heaviest insult I've ever been given.
And I've been awake 4 days. For your bet. Fine. Whatever. I'll probably forget how to turn the computer on or work a mouse within 1 hour.
I'm sorry, but I just hate it when people think that along as it's not them, it's really fucking funny to laugh at the depressed kid.
That it's really fucking funny to make fun of me, even though I'm working so much harder.
That people immediately think everything is my fucking fault.
That they think their self-importance is worth more than what I have to say.
Not you, of course. I deserve it from you, the crazy drunkard who hasn't slept in 4 days. At least you have some willpower. At least you're content with your life.
Dammit, now I hate myself more, since I'm insulting you....
If you're only in that state because of your parents want you to get better or work harder, then you've just disappointed me heavily...
I thought you would be tougher...
Now I've got only one thing to say before I leave for as long as you're like a total wussy emo: If you think that the American or the European way of parental care and "authority", be happy that you're not brought up in a chinese family -_- THAT would sure be hell to you. Kids are allowed to do shit, they aren't allowed to speak freely, parents are god-like, do all the parents tell you to do, bad marks (everything below B) results in bad insults, demoralizations and sometimes punches, kicks or other punishments, etc.
So farewell for now! I hope your mind will get clear instead of resulting in you an heroing...
Y'know, I am being a wussy emo.
The thing is, I get scolded at if I get an A-. Hell, even a B+ is unacceptable.
And I hate it. I don't like having such a high standard of grading.
Soon. Maybe.
No, we'd have a problem if you actually insulted me. See what I mean?
I'm sad because I was writing a neat answer for the first paragraph but then I saw "Not you, of course." and raged because I wasn't being accused of anything.
You're forgetting I'm 17 so someone like Sonic98 or Sanchez (do jellyfish sleep? Nevermind him I don't think they do) would have given up ages ago. We're fucking teenagers. Every year is a new change in skill and attributes. Maybe not mood as I've been content with my life ever since I was concieved because I'm just a brilliant and amazing person.
Don't bother yourself over "insulting me." As far as I see it you typed a giant wall of text with meaningless words directed at me. WHY DOES NO ONE REALIZE I DON'T GET INSULTED. WRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Oh.
Ok.
Well, I have the ego the size of a walnut. And I have little to no self-importance (and yet still, I don't like charity work. Those needy fuckers can go die in a snowbank.).
And yes you are, since you know how to love yourself.
All right. I'll stop worrying about my statements.
Srry albino. But life is life. You either accomplish life or fail horribly. I'm on the second path.
Haha, same.
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AN-AND NOW, I'M NAMING OBJECTS IN MY HOUSE.
THAT STOLEN COOLER IS NAMED MR. L. JENKINS.
I ALSO STARTED PUTTING STRANGE INGREDIENTS LIKE BROWN SUGAR IN DRINKS.
ZeroInsanity
Whoa.