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Zi @ZeroInsanity

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HAHAHAHA I WIN AT NEWGROUNDS

Posted by ZeroInsanity - July 20th, 2010


MOAR UPDATE: SCREENSHOT POSTED.

UPDATE: Bitches, I just offered to scout myself. I have a screenshot.
Will post eventually. But I still divided by zero.
FUCKIN' PRO HAX.

Hey, guys. I realize I've been gone for, what, a week?
I dunno. Anyway.
The main reason for my AWOL-ness is because my internet has been down for a while. Some crazy-ass lightning storm hit, and it fucked up the phone lines and internet service and shit.
But I've also been going outside more. Biking and whatnot. I mean, it's physical exercise, right? Good for me. Also, I'm getting very in-depth PAINFUL self-defense lessons from a friend, and this is good as well.
Oh yeah, and I'm not single anymore. FIRST TIME. YEEEAAAAAH.

Haven't drawn anything worth posting yet, unless you want me to. Also got unscouted. Fucking AGAIN. Surprise, surprise.
But fuck it. Whatever. I'll deal with the bullshit.

And I also watched Salt. Crazy fucking movie, I tell you what. Fuckin' A, man. Couldn't explain the plot even if I tried. Fuckin' Russkies with sleeper spies that go fucking crazy. And Wolverine's brother is the fucking bad guy. AGAIN. I MEAN FUCKING REALLY, HE'S ALWAYS THE BAD GUY. X-MEN ORIGINS, DEFIANCE, AND NOW THIS. FOR FUCK'S SAKE.

...Ahem. Yeah.
So that's my life so far. Leaving the poem up for the sake of Stanley Coleman.

"Pure eyes, blue like a glassy bead---
You are always looking at me
and I am always looking at you.
Ah, you're too meek---
beautiful, unspoiled:
thus I'm so sad, I suffer---
and so happy, it hurts.
I want to hurt you
and destroy myself
What you would think
if you knew how I felt.
Would you simply smile,
not saying a word?
Even curses from your mouth
would be as beautiful as pearls.
I place my left hand on your
face as though we were to kiss.
Then I suddenly shove my thumb
deep into your eyesocket.
Abruptly, decisively,
like drilling a hole.
And what would it feel like?
Like jelly?
Trembling with ecstasy, I obscenely
mix it around and around: I must
taste the warmth of your blood.
How would you scream?
Would you shriek "It hurts!
It hurts!" as cinnabar-red tears
stream from your crushed eye?
You can't know the maddening
hunger I've felt in the midst of
our kisses, so many of them
I've lost count.
As though drinking in your cries,
I bring my hopes to fruition:
biting your tongue, shredding it,
biting at your lips as if tasting
your lipstick.
Oh, what euphoric heights I would
reach, having my desires fulfilled
like a greedy, gluttonous cur.
I longed, too, for your cherry-tinted
cheeks, tasty enough to bewitch my
tongue.
I would surely be healed,
and would cry like a child.
And how is your tender ear?
It brushes against my cheek;
I want it to creep up to my lips so
I can sink my teeth into its flesh.
Your left ear, always hearing words
whispered sweet as pie---
I want it to hear my true feelings.
I never lied, no...
but I did have my secrets.
Ah, but what must you think of me?
Do you hate me? Are you afraid?
As though inviting you to the agony
at the play's end, if you wish, you
could destroy me---I wouldn't care.
As you wish, you may destroy me
---I wouldn't care."

HAHAHAHA I WIN AT NEWGROUNDS


Comments

Oh Silent Hill, you so poetic.

It's so fucking symbolic, it's disturbing.
I tried to imagine my Otherworld experience.

Static. Screaming. Near pitch black with the dim light of my flashlight while I travel alone in a dilapidated, rusty, and bloody hospital (I really hate any medical facilities; I'm paranoid whether or not what they're giving me is legitimately going to make me better) while I'm assaulted by creatures who look like (I don't know how to describe it; like static, constantly without solidity), are impervious, emit high-pitched static sirens, and disappear at a moments notice.
Then it'll have intermittent static and silence where I can't hear myself.
And I'll have my own kind of Mirror Room.
Actually, I'll have a line of Mirror Rooms dedicated to showing me dying on the other side. And one'll kill me. Slooooowwwwwly.
And also, a room where I get locked in with a revolver with one bullet in it that doesn't work as I suffocate and go systematically numb as blood and gas enter while the walls close in. And I don't die. Instead I stay. Having to listen to the static.

Also, you're unscouted again.

I know this. However, the time I noticed this was the time when the 3F Storeroom and the Mannequin Room in Hilltop Center were too much on my mind at 2:00 in the morning to try and RAEG.
Still don't want to.

Silent Hill is made up of symbolism and chaotic poetry. It's beautifully disturbing.
Shit. My Otherworld experience is hard to think of. It's supposed to be a manifestation of a personal hell. Strangely difficult.

As opposed to your static, I would have whispers occasionally tugging at my hearing, making me strain to figure out where they are coming from despite their lack of origin. Other times the whispers would be cruelly reserved and a serene but foreboding silence would replace it. Blood and darkness would not startle me, a clean paradise with perfect lighting would. The artificial lights would radiate off of the perfectly white floor and walls. The air would not be stagnant, it would be clean and circulated, with the soft humming of industrial fans as a constant backdrop for the deadly silence and the delusional sounds of unintelligible whispers. Creatures of unknown shape and size make the occasional screech and clatter while scurrying about the ventilation shafts. A major event would be creatures popping out of their cover in the darkness and revealing themselves in plain sight. I imagine the creature the world would throw at me would have a sickly skin tone, with a reptilian scale pattern acting as body armor. Their limbs would be equipped with enormous serrated blades, and their faces would be several forearms and hands that could lash out at any time. They would have no weakness against unarmed men. After detecting a creature, it would scurry back into a vent. However, the air would fill with the aroma of anticipation. Equipped with no weapon but my own flesh and the revealing light, I would back into a corner and stay there for hours flooded with paranoia. And nothing would come until I move on.
My version of the Mirror Room would mock me. It would display my reflection trapped in a cage of some form while poison gas, or some slow-killing weapon it cannot defend against, languidly asphyxiates it. Or rather the mirrors mock me with the path of sweet release out of this hellhole.
There would be a way out. But I would have to use the vents, which, upon learning of my knowledge of an escape route, would begin to taunt me by sending out ever-changing creatures that feign attack and then crawl back into their holes, only to come back out again with a new form. Impossible to study, impossible to seek an advantage in. And I would have to climb into their nest to escape. Otherworld would never try to kill me. It would preserve me for eternity, all the while trying to seduce me into the vents, where I know is sure death. And the world knows what I know and will abuse this.

I just frightened myself. God damn it.

Last night, I was thinking about my Otherworld thing a bit too much.
Couldn't even force myself to try and get up to turn on the lights. Too paranoid about WHAT IF IT HAPPENS RIGHT NOW.

And yours wouldn't scare me as much. Whispers don't bother me. And if it's not going to try and kill me, what reason do I have to be afraid?

Why do you keep going through a cycle of being scouted and un-scouted?

Because whoever designed this bullshit was obviously drunk.

^
because the NG's scouting system functions as well as an old man's memory, added up with alzheimer's disease -.-
You can get unscouted because the scout of the scout of the scout [insert endless loop here...] of your scout gets unscouted

hm... that poem kinda' makes me think of necrophilia O_o
seriously, It gives me the heebie-jeebies...

That is the brainchild of fuckwittery.

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE SILENT HILL

I really like silent hill, I got the PSP game and the movie. and I like how they achieve it to make you fully identify with the character and how they create the unique and "beautiful" atmosphere. The only thing I don't like is some of their poetry stuff in there since it reminds me too much of guro and necrophilia...

And I don't know why, but I find necrophilia much worse than guro...

Necro is worse than Guro.
AT LEAST SOME OF THE GIRLS IN GURO CAN LIVE AFTER THEIR TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE.
Necro is just dudes being desperate or stupid or both amd having secks with a dead person. FUCKING STUPID.

And also, Silent Hill has no Necro themes to it. Guro, yes. Please search and watch the Mirror Room of Silent Hill 3. Preferably, this: [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R -F-L1Df7iI]

Otherworld is different for everybody. Mine would linger with the fact that it could decide to kill me at any time, but it would rather just drive me insane.

I'm over-thinking what I would be feeling during my time there. Overall helplessness would be fear for me.

Actually, that room with the gas and shit wouldn't bother me too much.
Rather, I'll die, and respawn back at the beginning.
And try again.
And again.
And again.

At least you get a chance to retry and think it over, even if plans won't help.

Silent Hill makes people think too much.

I'm probably not going to remember the previous life. THAT WAY I CAN'T LEAVE.
IT'S LIKE GROUNDHOG DAY
Bonus points if you know what I'm talking about.

But this is a sign of a good game/series.

What, the movie Groundhog Day?
Repeating everything OVER AND OVER again but not as Bill Murray? Fuck I need to rewatch that now.

Too bad Silent Hill 4 and those not worth mentioning are horrible. 8 is probably going to be unplayable.
Fatal Frame made you think and it was a fucking scary game. PATTERNS.

YEEEAAAAAH BONUS POINTS
But yeah. Exactly like tht, BUT I RESTART COMPLETELY WITH NO MEMORY OF LAST TIME.

If 8 is by the original team, it won't suck.
If it's by the outsourced NORTH MURKA team, then it'll BLOW GIANT FUCKING TESTICLES.

WHAT DO I DO WITH THESE BONUS POINTS, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING?
Then it'll be ignorant eternity. That wouldn't be that bad.

WHY MUST MURRKA BE SO BAD AT SURVIVAL HORRORS
THEY ALWAYS GET PAIRED WITH SHOOTERS THAT HAVE OVERPOWERED WEAPONS UP THE ASS

FAP
I wouldn't like it if they keep my body where it is for the next one.

I DUNNO
WE'RE UNCREATIVE AND RETARDED.

THERE IS NOTHING TO FAP TO BUT MY IMAGINATION
Depends on what it puts you through. I wouldn't mind reliving some things over and over.

NO WE'RE JUST PANTS-ON-HEAD RETARDED
I MEAN, IF YOU CAN BLOW THE SHIT OUT ANYTHING THAT JUMPS OUT OF A VENT IT ISN'T SCARY. YOU HAVE TO HAVE A SENSE OF USELESSNESS.

DO THIS
It'll put me through the fear, death, and horrible static. Again. And again.

What survival-horror games has the US comeup with? OTHER THAN THE SHIT SILENT HILLS.

WAIT WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO
Otherworld is a corrupted pseudo-paradise. I wonder what paradise would put you through over and over.

Alone in the Dark, Clock Tower (I think was made in the USA), Condemned, FEAR and S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
Everything else was by other countries.

I'M SEEING IF YOU'LL DO IT JUST CAUSE I SAID
Pain. Haunting. And occasionally, health drinks and BEEF JOKAY.

Overdone, never heard of it, bullshit, wasn't that bad cause of FUCKING ALMA, andI dunno.

YEAH SURE THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH LET ME GO DO THAT
Pain and haunting in a paradise? The fuck? My paradise is pretty obvious. No world is as deep as Otherworld.

Out of all of those, you should know S.TA.L.K.E.R the most. Fucking amazing game. You're a Russian who tries to survive in a nuclear hellhole that was invaded by THE ZONE. You pay for shit with vodka. There are three games. Clear Sky has the best combat, Shadow of Chernobyl has the best exploring, and Call of Pripyat has the best story.

HURR HURR
Oh, see. SLEEP DEPRIVATION DOES THIS.

Interesting. STILL DUNNO, BUT INTERESTING.

i am so turned on right now

also, too long
didn't read half of it, apologies Lead Ops Zi

WELL SHIT

what's so frightening with that room? That only thing that would make me panic a bit is that you loose health over the time. I wouldn't really want to be in there without medpacks/medkits...

For me, it's just the disturbing concept of how the room acts.
Your reflections stops moving, the mirror's reflection INFECTS THE OTHER SIDE, and it's A GIANT ROOM WITH A BLOODY GURNEY IN IT.
I don't like this.

i wanna do something different from what the kids of today are doing
instead of dark depressing poetry or mushy heart-filled songs played with an acoustic guitar
i wanna make a musical, the kind that makes you wanna cringe while watching it
the same look Adolf Hitler gets when he shows people his baby pictures

I GOT THIS FROM SILENT HILL 3.
CAN'T DO POETRY.

HOLY SHIT TOUHOU 12.8 STARS CIRNO AND YOU HAVE FAIRY WARS

<a href="http://kourindou.exblog.jp/12990219/">http://kourindou.exblog.jp/12990219/</a>

It's not done yet, though.

Ho. Ly. Fuck.
SHIT JUST GOT SO FUCKING REAL.

Now all the fairies will have their own themes and be an actual character.

Might be cool.

Should've released it last year in September. Fucking 9-9-09.
At least by 9-9-10. If not, I'm going to rage at ZUN.

damn Thor
i told him not to do that hammer thing near houses

AHAHAHA SOOOO FUNNY

"First time" implies sex. No one says that with just a relationship, god damn.

Draw Suika or Sakuya, but don't color it. OTHERWISE IT'LL BE THE YUKARI PROJECT AGAIN, AND WE CAN'T HAVE THAT.

Liev Schreiber looks evil but normal enough to movie directors. So get ready to see him a thousand times before he retires.

Knowing ZUN, he's going to release it a day late. God damn it.

Oh my God, I fucking KNEW you'd say that. I'M STILL A VIRGIN AN I SAID IT THAT WAY BECAUSE SAYING "I'm dating" SOUNDS REALLY RETARDED.

Probably. Or maybe something P3 or SH related.

I swear, I like him when he's in a movie, but he needs to stop constantly being the bad guy. I mean, I called that upon sighting.

Knowing ZUN, he'll release it sometime in November. DRUNK.

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