INCREASE THE HAPPINESS MOTHERFUCKERS.
I really, really thought staying away from the internet would help me out in my life.
But it really didn't due to two factors:
1: I COULDN'T STAY AWAY BECAUSE SELF TREATMENT FOR ADDICTIONS IS IMPOSSIBLE
2: I have a horrible tendency to just go do something else.
I know I said "I'll update in an month", but I failed my self test.
Anyway, about why I did that:
Parents said "YOURE TAKING TOO LONG FOR YOUR HOMEWORK FAGGOT"
I said "FUCK I KNOW SHUT THE FUCK UP I KNOW FROM THE OVER 9000 OTHER TIMES YOUVE SAID THAT"
Decides to leave NG to get parents off back.
Fails utterly after 3 days.
Sets goal.
Fails utterly after 2 days.
Gets horribly more depressed.
Fuck...
I think I'm depressed because I've driven myself into a hole that I can't get out of at this point...
I'm intelligent in subjects I absolutely hate (read: ALL OF THEM), my passion for art is not practical beside my dream of making some kind of Graphic Novel/Story, I study THREE FUCKING INSTRUMENTS, and have a wandering attention which is getting me killed.
That or I'm just hating my friends lately. I mean, for God's Sake, they're awesome guys, but honestly, I can't help but continually see the irritating sides of them. One's a SUPERCHRISTIAN, another is REALLY DAMN ANNOYING AT LEAST 80% OF THE TIME, and all of the others are either total douches or BASEMENT DWELLERS. FO SRS.
It may be also because I'm lonely...
Sigh...
Anyway, straying from my depression rant, I'd like to talk about Sonicfaggotry and 2-D Gaming.
Here's what I think: The good old Blue Blur is still awesome today if you consider the 2-D era and SA2 (In my opinion, that was the last good game involving Sonic EVER). However, nowadays, the kiddies of the world were introduced to Sonic during the era of the shit games (e.g. Unleashed, Heroes, Secret Rings, etc.) and think those were actually good. This then turns into "OMG BEST GAME SERIES EVER". Now, what really pisses me off is that, If you ever show a Sonicfag the 2-D era, they will react like this: "OMGWTFBBQ THESE R BAD GRAFFIX AND WTF THERES NO WEREWOLF MODE ITS JUST RUNNING AROUND I NEED MY HOMING ATTACK AND MY CHAOS CONTROL AND A GUN".
Now as for me, I became a 2-D game fan at the most unlikely of locations: My Dentist's Office. Why? He had a legitimate multi-cartridge system for I believe a Dreamcast. I would always play Sonic The Hedgehog 2 there, along with Dig Dug. It was a marvelous machine. I have a CD game, SEGA SMASH PACK, which lead me to have loves of many other genres of games. STH2 was still there, and I thought Tails was a girl. I got a love of 2-D Fighters as well with the game Comix Zone ( I believe that's what it's called), and love of RPG/Strategy games with Shining Force.
Nowadays, I'm a lover of all kinds of genres: FPS, 3PS, RPG, 2-D Danmaku, Strategy... Hell, everything but those retarded ass puzzle games that all resemble Tetris in some way (but Tetris still rocks).
Why I'm ranting about my love of gaming, I believe it's because Sonicfags have ruined Sonic by supporting the Shit3-D era when Sega should have done something better to improve the gameplay without changing to 3-D. But that's nigh impossible, so Sonic's been doomed from the start. Ololol.
In other news, I'm going to try and get some new art up more often. Expect more Walfas stuff, 'cause that's fun to make. Also, a holiday themed thing I made should be up before Christmas. Also, if you haven't noticed, I have been unscouted due to someone in my scout line fucking up. Dammit.
Well, I guess that's my rant for today. I don't know why I do rants, but I just like to vent my opinions. So yeah...
Happeh Holidays for all of ya. I'll be available at random periods of the day like I usually am, since I get on and off my iPod Touch at sporadic times.
Also, saying iTouch is retarded. It's a fucking iPod Touch.
Finally, what I just realized, is that I get HORRIBLY PISSED OFF when someone sees me using my littled bastard, and they say, "AWW COOL IPHONE ITS AN IPHONE I KNOW THESE THINGS". At one time, I honestly said "GODDAMMIT ITS AN IPOD TOUCH YOU STUPID FAGGOT THERES A FUCKING HUGE DIFFERENCE."
After which, I lol'd.
So yeah. Happy Holidays.
Enjoy my art.
Sanchez150894
meh...
why get depressed if the "addiction" to the intawebz is occuring in every single modern country? I mean there are kids all over the world going online whenever they can everytime, but they still live and take life as usual! :3 So don't get depressed, okizzay? :P
and, uh, hopefully I can rescout you if you've got more art up... this art portal system still sucks HEAVILY... -_-
Why don't you just sign up at Deviant Art? :3 It's free and at least as awesome as NG's art portal!
and I really hate those faggots too... Especially those who really SHOUT/CRY when they see a iPod Touch "OMFG! IT'S AN IPHONE!!!" -_- <[...] My friend punched one of those in his face afterwards XD (looked pretty painful and without bleeding... but it was funny as hell :3)
thx! to ya too! :P
ZeroInsanity
Well, why I'm depressed is not related to my Intranets addiction. It's because of my addiction that I keep fucking up my life, so I get pissed and depressed.
But it's all okay.
Win for your friend.
DA... Well, I may or may not get myself b& there; I have a tendency to lash out at people. And it is generally the land of Sonicfaggotry, so...
But then again, it is much more reliable and the people are much more eccentric and optimistic, so...
I'll think about it more.